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Ode on Intimations of Immortality from Recollections of Early Childhood by William Wordsworth

There was a time when meadow, grove, and stream, The earth, and every common sight To me did seem Apparelled in celestial light, The glory and the freshness of a dream. It is not now as it hath been of yore;– Turn wheresoe’er I may, By night or day, The things which I have seen I now can see no more.

The rainbow comes and goes, And lovely is the rose; The moon doth with delight Look round her when the heavens are bare; Waters on a starry night Are beautiful and fair; The sunshine is a glorious birth; But yet I know, where’er I go, That there hath past away a glory from the earth.

Now, while the birds thus sing a joyous song, And while the young lambs bound As to the tabor’s sound, To me alone there came a thought of grief: A timely utterance gave that thought relief, And I again am strong. The cataracts blow their trumpets from the steep,– No more shall grief of mine the season wrong: I hear the echoes through the mountains throng. The winds come to me from the fields of sleep, And all the earth is gay; Land and sea Give themselves up to jollity, And with the heart of May Doth every beast keep holiday;– Thou child of joy, Shout round me, let me hear thy shouts, thou happy Shepherd-boy!

Ye blesséd Creatures, I have heard the call Ye to each other make; I see The heavens laugh with you in your jubilee; My heart is at your festival, My head hath its coronal, The fulness of your bliss, I feel–I feel it all. O evil day! if I were sullen While Earth herself is adorning This sweet May-morning; And the children are culling On every side In a thousand valleys far and wide Fresh flowers; while the sun shines warm, And the babe leaps up on his mother’s arm:– I hear, I hear, with joy I hear! –But there’s a tree, of many, one, A single field which I have look’d upon, Both of them speak of something that is gone: The pansy at my feet Doth the same tale repeat: Whither is fled the visionary gleam? Where is it now, the glory and the dream?

Our birth is but a sleep and a forgetting; The Soul that rises with us, our life’s Star, Hath had elsewhere its setting And cometh from afar; Not in entire forgetfulness, And not in utter nakedness, But trailing clouds of glory do we come From God, who is our home: Heaven lies about us in our infancy! Shades of the prison-house begin to close Upon the growing Boy, But he beholds the light, and whence it flows, He sees it in his joy; The Youth, who daily farther from the east Must travel, still is Nature’s priest, And by the vision splendid Is on his way attended; At length the Man perceives it die away, And fade into the light of common day.

Earth fills her lap with pleasures of her own; Yearnings she hath in her own natural kind, And, even with something of a mother’s mind, And no unworthy aim, The homely nurse doth all she can To make her foster-child, her inmate, Man, Forget the glories he hath known, And that imperial palace whence he came.

Behold the Child among his new-born blisses, A six years’ darling of a pigmy size! See, where ‘mid work of his own hand he lies, Fretted by sallies of his mother’s kisses, With light upon him from his father’s eyes! See, at his feet, some little plan or chart, Some fragment from his dream of human life, Shaped by himself with newly-learned art; A wedding or a festival, A mourning or a funeral; And this hath now his heart, And unto this he frames his song: Then will he fit his tongue To dialogues of business, love, or strife; But it will not be long Ere this be thrown aside, And with new joy and pride The little actor cons another part; Filling from time to time his ‘humorous stage’ With all the Persons, down to palsied Age, That life brings with her in her equipage; As if his whole vocation Were endless imitation.

Thou, whose exterior semblance doth belie Thy soul’s immensity; Thou best philosopher, who yet dost keep Thy heritage, thou eye among the blind, That, deaf and silent, read’st the eternal deep, Haunted for ever by the eternal Mind,– Mighty Prophet! Seer blest! On whom those truths rest Which we are toiling all our lives to find, In darkness lost, the darkness of the grave; Thou, over whom thy Immortality Broods like the day, a master o’er a slave, A Presence which is not to be put by; To whom the grave Is but a lonely bed, without the sense of sight Of day or the warm light, A place of thoughts where we in waiting lie; Thou little child, yet glorious in the might Of heaven-born freedom on thy being’s height, Why with such earnest pains dost thou provoke The years to bring the inevitable yoke, Thus blindly with thy blessedness at strife? Full soon thy soul shall have her earthly freight, And custom lie upon thee with a weight Heavy as frost, and deep almost as life! 0 joy! that in our embers Is something that doth live, That Nature yet remembers What was so fugitive! The thought of our past years in me doth breed Perpetual benediction: not indeed For that which is most worthy to be blest, Delight and liberty, the simple creed Of Childhood, whether busy or at rest, With new-fledged hope still fluttering in his breast:– –Not for these I raise The song of thanks and praise; But for those obstinate questionings Of sense and outward things, Fallings from us, vanishings, Blank misgivings of a creature Moving about in worlds not realized, High instincts, before which our mortal nature Did tremble like a guilty thing surprised: But for those first affections, Those shadowy recollections, Which, be they what they may, Are yet the fountain-light of all our day, Are yet a master-light of all our seeing; Uphold us–cherish–and have power to make Our noisy years seem moments in the being Of the eternal Silence: truths that wake, To perish never; Which neither listlessness, nor mad endeavour, Nor man nor boy, Nor all that is at enmity with joy, Can utterly abolish or destroy! Hence, in a season of calm weather Though inland far we be, Our souls have sight of that immortal sea Which brought us hither; Can in a moment travel thither– And see the children sport upon the shore, And hear the mighty waters rolling evermore.

Then, sing, ye birds, sing, sing a joyous song! And let the young lambs bound As to the tabor’s sound! We, in thought, will join your throng, Ye that pipe and ye that play, Ye that through your hearts to-day Feel the gladness of the May! What though the radiance which was once so bright Be now for ever taken from my sight, Though nothing can bring back the hour Of splendour in the grass, of glory in the flower; We will grieve not, rather find Strength in what remains behind; In the primal sympathy Which having been must ever be; In the soothing thoughts that spring Out of human suffering; In the faith that looks through death, In years that bring the philosophic mind.

And 0, ye Fountains, Meadows, Hills, and Groves, Forebode not any severing of our loves! Yet in my heart of hearts I feel your might; I only have relinquish’d one delight To live beneath your more habitual sway; I love the brooks which down their channels fret Even more than when I tripp’d lightly as they; The innocent brightness of a new-born day Is lovely yet; The clouds that gather round the setting sun Do take a sober colouring from an eye That hath kept watch o’er man’s mortality; Another race hath been, and other palms are won. Thanks to the human heart by which we live, Thanks to its tenderness, its joys, and fears, To me the meanest flower that blows can give Thoughts that do often lie too deep for tears.

Posted by Mindy on Sep 30th 2009 | Filed in Contributors | Comments (33)

Trust by Doug Hazelbaker

Trust is a word that is loosely used to offer confidence from one to another. It is a word that is easy to use but hard to live up to. Many years ago there was a big ole fluffy orange Tom cat that resided in the basement of a very large old house. It had access through a hole under the porch, and it lived in its kingdom with the authority of a lion. It was only after the house was left with no human inhabitants and its food source of mice had moved on was it able to be captured. Its instincts to survive was compromised by its desire for food, so it entered its prison. Mister cat was soon set free at my country home in the early spring and found shelter in the barns and hog sheds near by. As spring broke and I began to meander out on to my deck I would see him warming him self on my rock wall in the sun. He would skedaddle upon the moment of my presents but return each day. After weeks of this he began to hesitate, just long enough for me to speak to him in the only language I knew in cat, and I would say ” Meow”. Many days of this passed and finally he did not run, he laid there with a Minuit amount of trust and finally responded with a , “meow”. Days and weeks again passed with the two of us periodically offering our banter of meows to each other. He became accustomed to me on the deck and I would offer him nightly a morsel of what ever i cooked, but he would never accept it in my presents, never coming even a foot closer to me then the rock wall. I would check each morning to see if what I offered was gonna, and it would be, but i never knew if meow cat had got it or Charlie dog, my golden retriever, had wondered upon it. Finally he took my offering and little by little day by day we got closer and closer till i was able to touch him. I have now become his trusted friend. He really doesnt know how to play very well, and he has really big claws, but he trust me now to the point I can touch the soft part of his belly. One of my sweet cousins Lisa said this a few posts back: “not really sure why I shared that here. Probably because its the one place right now I feel comfortable doing so.” It was because of TRUST. A site that offers TRUST with surety and confidence that you will not be judged. Only offering wisdom and truth, to the best of our ability. A word the founders of this site never use loosely , and know the true meaning of it.

Love always

Posted by Mindy on Sep 25th 2009 | Filed in Contributors | Comments (25)

BoldGrace Forum

Hello friends,

Unless someone objects, I’d like to delete the BoldGrace Forum. It was a good idea, but probably redundant since folks can just post on the blog itself. It’s really not being used, and it’s becoming somewhat of a maintenance problem having to deal with all the spammers who are trying to create user accounts so they can flood the board with their junk. So, unless I hear that you want to keep it, I’ll plan on deleting it one week from today.

Thanks,

Bruce

Posted by Bruce on Sep 17th 2009 | Filed in Bruce, Thoughts | Comments (3)

Our Father by Cliff Hazelbaker

For the greatest part of my adult life I have repeated the famous prayer of Jesus Christ that he taught to his disciples. It is the first part of that prayer that I want to discuss here.

Our Father which art in heaven, Hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done, as in heaven, so in earth.

Why is the Father Jesus spoke about OUR FATHER?  Is he our Father because we believe in Him?  Is he our Father because we have confessed our sins and followed a religious formula for salvation?  Is He our Father because we go to church? 

We must all ask ourselves this important question:  IS HE OUR FATHER BECAUSE OF ANYTHING WE HAVE DONE OR BELIEVED?

When Jesus taught this prayer he was indicating that God being our Father is a fact not a belief.  Now the FACT that He is our Father means it can never change.  He is our Father when we believe and he is our Father when we don’t.  And being OUR FATHER was a way for Jesus to give the greatest testimony to our hearts as to where God stands in our lives. 

I am a father and some would say a very good father.  As a father of four beautiful children I can not fathom there ever being a time or condition where I would reject my children.  If I found out that one of my children committed the worst crime imaginable I would still stand by there side.  Even if my children rejected me for some reason I would never reject them.  I would gladly lay down my life for any of my children and each of them know I would do this. 

My point in all of this is very simple and I believe Jesus was making the same point.  He knew what the word Father met to those he was teaching and he was trying to tell them that God can be counted on, not just to be God, but also to be OUR FATHER. 

Is is conceivable to think that I would be a better Father then God.  And yet by the church’s teaching I am exactly that.  The church teaches God is our Father but at some point if we don’t get ourselves straight our Father will send us to a place of utter torment.   Does that sound like that kind of Father is better then me as a father?  

Isn’t this simple?  If you are a father or a mother you know in your heart what I am saying is true.  God is OUR FATHER and He is a Father we can ALL count on to stand by our side.  He is a Father who would not only give up his life for us but in fact HE DID. 

Some say I am bitter toward the church and I say they are WRONG.  I am angry at the message of slander toward OUR FATHER.  The Gospel message is good news and there is no bad news in the good news.   The good news is that OUR FATHER loves us, always has, and always will.  WHEN WILL THE CHURCH TELL THEIR PEOPLE THE TRUTH? 

Instead, I am the one who often gets attacked by church members because I proclaim that God is OUR FATHER, not just the Father of the faithful, but the Father of us ALL. 

Eph 4:4-6 4 There is one body and one Spirit— just as you were called to one hope when you were called— 5 one Lord, one faith, one baptism;  6 one God and Father of all, who is over all and through all and in all.

Yes, the good news is that He is OVER ALL, THROUGH ALL, AND IN ALL.  How much plainer can it be made? 

Now you have to read this and decide what kind of a Father he is.  If you choose the Father described by the church then it is obvious we are in disagreement, but if you choose He is the Father who will stand by his children no matter what then all I can say is "WELCOME HOME, THE FATHER IS HERE!

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Posted by Mindy on Sep 15th 2009 | Filed in Contributors | Comments (73)

Capture the Moment

I have been inspired today by our friend Audrey in NZ! She amazes me with her words of encouragement and honesty. She shared an incredible story that I want to post for those who didn’t catch it.

This is her story:

While you guys were enjoying your pig-roast over your long weekend, we in NZ had Father’s day. I want to share a special moment like those Doug has been describing - a moment of REALITY. . One of my sons brought his wife and 2 small boys to visit us. Sarah and I were left together as the ‘boys of 3 generations’ went off elsewhere to ‘do’ stuff with the kids. . We two sat in the winter sun on the verandah with a caraffe of red wine. I remember feeling a ‘distance’ in our relationship at the beginning of our conversation and put it down to that ‘mum-in-law respect’ thing, silently wishing it away. . And it went! Sarah has been through some soul-searching times, and she’s courageous. She was a solo mum for the first 8 years of her eldest son’s life - he is now 21, and it wasn’t long before she opened up and shared some of her deepest feelings and the catalysts that caused her to experience those feelings. . At one point she said, “I don’t have words to describe how I felt, happiness doesn’t fit because it’s much bigger and greater and better than any happiness I’ve had before!” . I suggested that perhaps it was a new language she was trying to express these feelings with. She very nearly bounced out of her chair, saying ‘That’s it! The old words are too cliched, they don’t present what I want to say in a ‘clean’ way. Yes, that’s it - a new song!’ . At that moment the boys returned, but that moment of REALITY was not lost - it remained as a precious insight we had together as we recognized the spirit within connecting us in it’s flow and teaching us as we journey along. . She gave me a hug as they left to travel home and said ‘we shared a pretty special moment didn’t we?

If you don’t open your heart to these points in your life then the important moments in life just pass you by and you continue going along missing the opportunities to discover who you really are and what you are made of. Don’t let it fly by…with all that is in you capture that moment.

I love this quote by Lao-tzu: "Entertain the exact opposite of what you’ve been conditioned to believe."

When we look a little deeper within ourselves and at each other I believe the truth is revealed, but we seem to condition ourselves to only see what is on the surface. We go along with what the worlds opinions and views are which seem to be judgemental and shallow. We seem to put ourselves above anyone and everything and look down at it rather than put ourselves in a position where we should look up instead. Like Lao-tzu says, "We should be willing to hear and receive. Listen intently when you’re inclined to offer advice and be a humble earth source."

Life is just a source that feeds our soul. We can’t take life too seriously and get caught up in all the french fries and cheeseburgers. You gotta see past the illusions and look at what is real and real is when you are sitting with your daughter-in-law in the winter sun on the verandah with a caraffe of red wine.

Love ya Audrey!

Posted by Mindy on Sep 9th 2009 | Filed in Contributors | Comments (33)