Thanks Geo! That is so awesome!
When we were going through our trials two years ago, Iwould play that song and ask Cliff if he was proud of me. I know you know what his answer was. He helped me find my way back to my true self.
As I ponder the truth of my life, and try and make since of it, I give thought to what have i done to make you proud. Did i make you proud when i didn’t protect the heart of an unborn child? Did i make you proud when i was to naive to recognize the babbling of an old man siting beside a pond, and walk by him thinking i was protecting my young wife, only to find out the next day that an old man sitting by a pond had died of a stroke? Did i make you proud when i wouldn’t visit a dieing grandmother because of my anger, or did i make you proud when i walked up to the side of an old beat up car idling in the freezing cold with a young mother and a half a dozen kids under six on Christmas eve day, and offered her a merry Christmas and a $20.00 dollar bill as i walked by, or maybe it was the time i held a crying mother in my arms as she told me the story of why her sons car sit in my storage units, a story of a 17 year old boy a star swimmer that drove unaware down a boat ramp into a lake that drowned him as he tried to save his friend, a friend that couldn’t live with his pain and committed suicide.
I BELIEVE THE TRUTH OF MY LIFE is all of that and more. I believe it is not the actions or the deeds of my life that God is proud of one way or another, but it is the spirit of his love that i have been taught with every moment of my life, good or bad, that he is so proud of, and with that knowledge i want to make him prouder.
There is so much of this God stuff that wish i had my little brother around to banter back and forth with, but ill keep muffling through it.
Today i was trying to understand a word i came across, Beatitudes. I soon found out that it was the blessings from the Sermon on the Mount. From what i gathered, it was JESUS why of letting all the self righteous know that even all the downtrodden will be bless with the grace of GOD. The more i read, and the more i understand, the more i realize that you will never know God if you try and find him in your mind. I’m beginning to think that if you do, it will eventually lead you to a total abandonment of his love or an atheists mind.
Part of my research today lead me to these word of a man that no longer believes in God as he explains the beatitudes.
“He gave man pain sensors. Yet he expects man to endure suffering for his sake. He gave man intelligence, yet he demands man to hold belief as a higher priority over knowledge. The eye is a remarkable instrument. Yet he demands us to accept what we cannot see. We would like to be free to live in peace. Yet he is constantly at war to enslave us through guilt and fear”.
This is a man that lives completely in the reality of his mind. Jesus told us that to feel the kingdom of God we must feel with the innocent heart of a child. It is a difficult process to deny the reality of your mind, and to feel the truth, the pure innocent truth of the spirit of your heart, but it offers such beautiful rewards, and will dance you to the end of love.
Any body else wanta Dance to the end of Love,
Love Doug
MCs been watching me watch football all day, and hes saying he think he can be a walk on pro ball player. He found an old soccer ball and cut it out into the shape of a football helmet, and is doing crunches with mices sitting on his chest. Hey say with his natural athleticism and his ability to snatch a bird out of the air he believes he could be a tight end. If you combine that with his strong spiritual beliefs as the prophet of the mouslin church of allihcat he fills confident that at least in pittsburgh he has a good chance to be a football star
As we speak he is painting little yellow red and blue stars on the side of his helmet!
I love that cat, and cant say i disagree with the Pittsburgh part of his plan.
Dam cat… says peace bro.. hut hut hut
Wow Doug! Thanks so much for sharing! I just love what you have to say and so glad you said that about your own mind thing because I think thats what holds me back sometimes. I’m just now starting to realize that just because I think, feel or believe something at any given moment does not mean that is the most important thing in the universe. It is what I do and what I am to do is to get out of Gods way and be of service to my fellow man, imo and like you say, sometimes I do that and sometimes I don’t but my heart wants desperatley to be pleasing to my Father. I love your heart and I love you and your dam cat
MC SAYS: The mind that only believes that the harshness of pigskin can offer you the reception of the catch you need , has not considered the tender touch of a football made with the softness of a mouse.
What the hell dose that mean! Can you lace antidepressants with moonshine?
Dam cat
Lisa, the point i was trying to make is that with every good thing or bad thing i have ever done, it was just being human, but it was the truth of all my actions that i feel in my heart that god felt, not the guilt not the pain not the joy not the happiness i felt in my mind from any of my actions that god cares about, its the truth of them, and sometimes its years knowing the beauty of the things i was taught by both my good and bad actions.
With every moment in our lives there is something beautiful to learn, no matter how heroic or horrific it is, but the truth will only be taught in the inner man of your life.
love you cuz
A woman went to her priest, and said father i am broke. My husband who pasted only left me with $20,000 dollars. The priest said, ” my child where did all of your money go?” She said, ” I spent $5000 on his funeral, and $15000 on his memorial stone”. The priest said, “Oh my that must be some stone!” She raise her right hand and said ” You dam bet-ya, 3 fuckin karats”
I love mankind
love Doug
As MC is watching reruns of the steelers, and trying to design new plays. He is asking good questions, such as are you suppose to throw the ball to the guys in the other color jerseys every other play, and im trying to help him by telling him YES!…LOL
Dam silly cat
love ya bro
Of all the gospels ive read, i think i like the one that’s not even in the bible the most.
THE GOSPEL OF THOMAS:
Jesus said, “If those who lead you say, ‘See, the Kingdom is
in the sky,’ then the birds of the sky will precede you. If they
say to you, ‘It is in the sea,’ then the fish will precede you.
Rather, the Kingdom is inside of you, and it is outside of you.
When you come to know yourselves, then you will become known, and
you will realize that it is you who are the sons of the living
Father. But if you will not know yourselves, you dwell in poverty
and it is you who are that poverty.”
I think I am starting to get that. I’m just not real good at expressing myself. It is cool how it seems to me anyway that God can use anything and everything I do for His glory even the stuff that as you say the religious world would deem bad or horrific. I may still be way off but I do think I know what you’re saying.
It only makes sense to me that if as i walk this earth (that he so loves), and i know there is a spirit in me, a soul in me, and the kingdom of god in me, then i should be able to feel it as i walk. So should i only kinda feel it, just a little, only expecting to fully feel it later… were talking the kingdom of heaven here. FULL BLOWN HEAVEN IN US… COULD IT BE THAT ONLY MY MIND IS HOLDING ME BACK? WHY WOULD HE TELL ME I CAN FEEL THE KINDOM OF HEAVEN if i gotta die first, he doesn’t dose he.
Do you have to be insane by the standards of man to truly touch the truth of God, or can you be sane by the laws of God and feel the beauty of his love?
I love being crazy..
love always
Jesus said, “The man old in days will not hesitate to ask a
small child seven days old about the place of life, and he will
live. For many who are first will become last, and they will
become one and the same.”
Talk to pawpa Andy
love pawpa
How much since dose that make to you, dose it mean i wont die? I THINK YES, i may shed this clay shell, but if i can know the pure spirit of Andy then i will live forever.. hum.. no cookies in that thought, just ever lasting life.
love always
Audrey put me on a path months ago that i thought i was walking alone, but now i see thousands walking it to, maybe millions, but once your on that trail you will know your not alone, listen to your heart Lisa, cause your mind will leave you lonely, and needing the truth , and like a vertigo of your worst nightmare will leave you wanting.
love Doug
Jesus said to His disciples, “Compare me to someone and tell
Me whom I am like.”
Simon Peter said to Him, “You are like a righteous angel.”
Matthew said to Him, “You are like a wise philosopher.”
Thomas said to Him, “Master, my mouth is wholly incapable of
saying whom You are like.”
Jesus said, “I am not your master. Because you have drunk,
you have become intoxicated by the bubbling spring which I have
measured out.”
And He took him and withdrew and told him three things. When
Thomas returned to his companions, they asked him, “What did
Jesus say to you?”
Thomas said to them, “If I tell you one of the things which
he told me, you will pick up stones and throw them at me; a fire
will come out of the stones and burn you up.”
Wow.. anybody wanta throw stones?
love the magic.. Doug
My last thought tonight will come from my humanly mind that i hope will be touched by my heart.
As BGs dance this life, and seek the happiness they deserve, as precious heart wonder, and confused minds control the direction they take. As they dance in the in the magic of there minds, and cry in the darkness of there nights. As they feel the poems of there fantasys and touch the misery of there truth. As they stand on pedestals of false knowledge with boasting chests. As they fall to there knees in begging needs. As they are blessed with humanly wants, and they feel lost in them. As they are prosecuted by humanly expectation, and they feel denied. As righteous minds stand above others, and expected truth is denied with a burning cry.
Let your heart tell you the truth and warm you.
You are loved through all of your minds wants, and always touched by the words of Andy… “I NEED IT”
love my BGs
MC SAYS: You can wrap yourself in Christmas foil, you can staple a cross on your forehead, and shove a twinkle light up ur ass, and a coyote will still eat you!
hes cynical but i love him!
Dam cat.. im gonna miss him
he wants the last word so bad, but he looks so stupid with that steelers helmet on.
As you walk in muddy ditches, feel the beauty of the earth, as you breath the foul air of your world, suck in the truth of the oxygen of the universe, as you taste the taint of your mind, savor the sweetness of your heart, and as you smell the foul decay of your life, inhale the essence of truth, but mostly as you seek the love you want, trust that you will find it in the heart you need
love uncle Doug.
I like to play alot of online poker, and i love to mess with my opponent’s mind, and one of the lines i use that will make them burn to beat me is “Its not over till i say so” and they will bet from there mind instead of there heart, and i will continue to repeat that till i am there table leader, and they will leave. HOW MUCH DIFFERANT IS THAT FROM THE PREACHER, that told you you cant go to heaven till he says so, and eventually u said i cant try any more and left?
This old poker player is tellin you to say fuch the preacher, I’m gonna play this hand from my heart , not my mind.
love always
i know I’m a little crazy sometimes, and maybe i shouldn’t be here, i have no gospel knowledge, and i dance from a mind that has not been pure, but i speak from a heart that knows the difference, i hope.
Hey Doug, I just got back from a Christmas dinner/party. I loved reading all your post. Do you remember Uncle Joe saying, I’ve been crazy all my life but its kept me from going insane!! I thought of that when I read your post.
MC SAYS: As i trust in my paws, and my tail, and my whiskers. As my sense of smell can feel a coyote a mile away. As i only let the ones that love me touch me, feel me, and hide from all others, as i trust only myself, and believe that i am all that i will ever be, why dose my master believe that there is more? he has no whiskers, no tail, he trips alot on his two feet, and thinks no one can smell his farts.
I am glad i am a cat… it must be hard to be my master.
my pretty little orange cat is so much smarter then his master.
I love him and that is the last word.
There is no way I’m gonna let that stupid ass cat have the last word, no matter how much i love him!
God said i would rule him, and i dont know why he didn’t say i should eat him, but that’s not outta the question
I dont think there is alot worthwhile in the ability of mans mind over the minds of animals with the exception to survive in this world. We can kill them, control them, train them, convert them. We can make them crap in our toilets, lay in our laps, count on us for food or water. We can make them feel fear, or cower in guilt. we can make them beg for our love, or we can let them love us just to feel there love.. hum
maybe MC DOSENT UNDERSTAND HIS MASTER…
My last thought tonight will be on the wonders of the pantheism, the truth of the universe, the cookies of your mind, the dance you do, and the depth of your mind you will go to feel it.
Some will walk no further then there local church, some will read every book in there library, some will take every drug known to man, some will close there eyes and sleep till there last breath.
There will be some that will fight to deny you the beauty you deserve, they will tell you that you are on a path to hell, as they train you to sit on there toilet, there will be some that will tell you that you are unworthy, as they ask you to lay on there lap. There will be some that will talk of love, as they fill you with fear and guilt, but most of all they will want you to beg for love, as though your not deserving.
The GOD OF MY UNIVERSE is wanting your love, without condition, it is your lap he wants to feel, it is your guilt and pain he wants to take from you, and it is his love he wants you to need.
I like my universe… even with that Dam cat
sleep well my friends.. even in pittsburgh
love Doug
A mad cat will claw to the limits of its fears
A mad cat will climb to the top limb of sorrow
A mad cat will hide all its tears
A mad cat will sleep in the crotch of tomorrow
A kitten of truth will dance in the sun
A kitten of love will purr like a saw
A kitten of trust will twitch in the fun
A kitten of life will curl in a ball
A tiger of confusion will sleep in the grass
A tiger of wants will wait on the dawn
A tiger of anger will feed last
A lion of needs will walk with the strong
come on bony legs.. even ur dumb ass sis knows thats good
love uncle Doug
Thanks Geo! That is so awesome!
When we were going through our trials two years ago, Iwould play that song and ask Cliff if he was proud of me. I know you know what his answer was. He helped me find my way back to my true self.
Merry Christmas to all at BoldGrace!
Such a beautiful truth Geo, thank you for sharing that!
Peace Bro
True, The only way we can be trvly free is to allow others to be free as well.
George,
I can’t thank you enough for that.
Love you and I love you all at Bold Grace…Happy Holidays!!!!
Love,
Mindy
Yay, world! You go world! Love ya, Geo.
As I ponder the truth of my life, and try and make since of it, I give thought to what have i done to make you proud. Did i make you proud when i didn’t protect the heart of an unborn child? Did i make you proud when i was to naive to recognize the babbling of an old man siting beside a pond, and walk by him thinking i was protecting my young wife, only to find out the next day that an old man sitting by a pond had died of a stroke? Did i make you proud when i wouldn’t visit a dieing grandmother because of my anger, or did i make you proud when i walked up to the side of an old beat up car idling in the freezing cold with a young mother and a half a dozen kids under six on Christmas eve day, and offered her a merry Christmas and a $20.00 dollar bill as i walked by, or maybe it was the time i held a crying mother in my arms as she told me the story of why her sons car sit in my storage units, a story of a 17 year old boy a star swimmer that drove unaware down a boat ramp into a lake that drowned him as he tried to save his friend, a friend that couldn’t live with his pain and committed suicide.
I BELIEVE THE TRUTH OF MY LIFE is all of that and more. I believe it is not the actions or the deeds of my life that God is proud of one way or another, but it is the spirit of his love that i have been taught with every moment of my life, good or bad, that he is so proud of, and with that knowledge i want to make him prouder.
Love always..Merry Christmas.. run ricochet run
There is so much of this God stuff that wish i had my little brother around to banter back and forth with, but ill keep muffling through it.
Today i was trying to understand a word i came across, Beatitudes. I soon found out that it was the blessings from the Sermon on the Mount. From what i gathered, it was JESUS why of letting all the self righteous know that even all the downtrodden will be bless with the grace of GOD. The more i read, and the more i understand, the more i realize that you will never know God if you try and find him in your mind. I’m beginning to think that if you do, it will eventually lead you to a total abandonment of his love or an atheists mind.
Part of my research today lead me to these word of a man that no longer believes in God as he explains the beatitudes.
“He gave man pain sensors. Yet he expects man to endure suffering for his sake. He gave man intelligence, yet he demands man to hold belief as a higher priority over knowledge. The eye is a remarkable instrument. Yet he demands us to accept what we cannot see. We would like to be free to live in peace. Yet he is constantly at war to enslave us through guilt and fear”.
This is a man that lives completely in the reality of his mind. Jesus told us that to feel the kingdom of God we must feel with the innocent heart of a child. It is a difficult process to deny the reality of your mind, and to feel the truth, the pure innocent truth of the spirit of your heart, but it offers such beautiful rewards, and will dance you to the end of love.
Any body else wanta Dance to the end of Love,
Love Doug
MCs been watching me watch football all day, and hes saying he think he can be a walk on pro ball player. He found an old soccer ball and cut it out into the shape of a football helmet, and is doing crunches with mices sitting on his chest. Hey say with his natural athleticism and his ability to snatch a bird out of the air he believes he could be a tight end. If you combine that with his strong spiritual beliefs as the prophet of the mouslin church of allihcat he fills confident that at least in pittsburgh he has a good chance to be a football star
As we speak he is painting little yellow red and blue stars on the side of his helmet!
I love that cat, and cant say i disagree with the Pittsburgh part of his plan.
Dam cat… says peace bro.. hut hut hut
Wow Doug! Thanks so much for sharing! I just love what you have to say and so glad you said that about your own mind thing because I think thats what holds me back sometimes. I’m just now starting to realize that just because I think, feel or believe something at any given moment does not mean that is the most important thing in the universe. It is what I do and what I am to do is to get out of Gods way and be of service to my fellow man, imo and like you say, sometimes I do that and sometimes I don’t but my heart wants desperatley to be pleasing to my Father. I love your heart and I love you and your dam cat
MC SAYS: The mind that only believes that the harshness of pigskin can offer you the reception of the catch you need , has not considered the tender touch of a football made with the softness of a mouse.
What the hell dose that mean! Can you lace antidepressants with moonshine?
Dam cat
Lisa, the point i was trying to make is that with every good thing or bad thing i have ever done, it was just being human, but it was the truth of all my actions that i feel in my heart that god felt, not the guilt not the pain not the joy not the happiness i felt in my mind from any of my actions that god cares about, its the truth of them, and sometimes its years knowing the beauty of the things i was taught by both my good and bad actions.
With every moment in our lives there is something beautiful to learn, no matter how heroic or horrific it is, but the truth will only be taught in the inner man of your life.
love you cuz
A woman went to her priest, and said father i am broke. My husband who pasted only left me with $20,000 dollars. The priest said, ” my child where did all of your money go?” She said, ” I spent $5000 on his funeral, and $15000 on his memorial stone”. The priest said, “Oh my that must be some stone!” She raise her right hand and said ” You dam bet-ya, 3 fuckin karats”
I love mankind
love Doug
As MC is watching reruns of the steelers, and trying to design new plays. He is asking good questions, such as are you suppose to throw the ball to the guys in the other color jerseys every other play, and im trying to help him by telling him YES!…LOL
Dam silly cat
love ya bro
Of all the gospels ive read, i think i like the one that’s not even in the bible the most.
THE GOSPEL OF THOMAS:
Jesus said, “If those who lead you say, ‘See, the Kingdom is
in the sky,’ then the birds of the sky will precede you. If they
say to you, ‘It is in the sea,’ then the fish will precede you.
Rather, the Kingdom is inside of you, and it is outside of you.
When you come to know yourselves, then you will become known, and
you will realize that it is you who are the sons of the living
Father. But if you will not know yourselves, you dwell in poverty
and it is you who are that poverty.”
LOVE ALWAYS
I think I am starting to get that. I’m just not real good at expressing myself. It is cool how it seems to me anyway that God can use anything and everything I do for His glory even the stuff that as you say the religious world would deem bad or horrific. I may still be way off but I do think I know what you’re saying.
It only makes sense to me that if as i walk this earth (that he so loves), and i know there is a spirit in me, a soul in me, and the kingdom of god in me, then i should be able to feel it as i walk. So should i only kinda feel it, just a little, only expecting to fully feel it later… were talking the kingdom of heaven here. FULL BLOWN HEAVEN IN US… COULD IT BE THAT ONLY MY MIND IS HOLDING ME BACK? WHY WOULD HE TELL ME I CAN FEEL THE KINDOM OF HEAVEN if i gotta die first, he doesn’t dose he.
Do you have to be insane by the standards of man to truly touch the truth of God, or can you be sane by the laws of God and feel the beauty of his love?
I love being crazy..
love always
MC says: If you walk in the fear of a coyotes howl, then you will never hear the sweet song of a canary.
There gonna love his bony ass in pittsburgh!
Dam cat
trust the child in you..
Jesus said, “The man old in days will not hesitate to ask a
small child seven days old about the place of life, and he will
live. For many who are first will become last, and they will
become one and the same.”
Talk to pawpa Andy
love pawpa
How much since dose that make to you, dose it mean i wont die? I THINK YES, i may shed this clay shell, but if i can know the pure spirit of Andy then i will live forever.. hum.. no cookies in that thought, just ever lasting life.
love always
Anybody ever get a swollen nipple from a new shirt? Now aint that a human thought!
love Doug
Your very good at expressing yourself Lisa because you to think deeper then your mind, and i love that.
love you Doug
Audrey put me on a path months ago that i thought i was walking alone, but now i see thousands walking it to, maybe millions, but once your on that trail you will know your not alone, listen to your heart Lisa, cause your mind will leave you lonely, and needing the truth , and like a vertigo of your worst nightmare will leave you wanting.
love Doug
Jesus said to His disciples, “Compare me to someone and tell
Me whom I am like.”
Simon Peter said to Him, “You are like a righteous angel.”
Matthew said to Him, “You are like a wise philosopher.”
Thomas said to Him, “Master, my mouth is wholly incapable of
saying whom You are like.”
Jesus said, “I am not your master. Because you have drunk,
you have become intoxicated by the bubbling spring which I have
measured out.”
And He took him and withdrew and told him three things. When
Thomas returned to his companions, they asked him, “What did
Jesus say to you?”
Thomas said to them, “If I tell you one of the things which
he told me, you will pick up stones and throw them at me; a fire
will come out of the stones and burn you up.”
Wow.. anybody wanta throw stones?
love the magic.. Doug
I love that bubbling stream!
love always
My last thought tonight will come from my humanly mind that i hope will be touched by my heart.
As BGs dance this life, and seek the happiness they deserve, as precious heart wonder, and confused minds control the direction they take. As they dance in the in the magic of there minds, and cry in the darkness of there nights. As they feel the poems of there fantasys and touch the misery of there truth. As they stand on pedestals of false knowledge with boasting chests. As they fall to there knees in begging needs. As they are blessed with humanly wants, and they feel lost in them. As they are prosecuted by humanly expectation, and they feel denied. As righteous minds stand above others, and expected truth is denied with a burning cry.
Let your heart tell you the truth and warm you.
You are loved through all of your minds wants, and always touched by the words of Andy… “I NEED IT”
love my BGs
MC SAYS: You can wrap yourself in Christmas foil, you can staple a cross on your forehead, and shove a twinkle light up ur ass, and a coyote will still eat you!
hes cynical but i love him!
Dam cat.. im gonna miss him
he wants the last word so bad, but he looks so stupid with that steelers helmet on.
As you walk in muddy ditches, feel the beauty of the earth, as you breath the foul air of your world, suck in the truth of the oxygen of the universe, as you taste the taint of your mind, savor the sweetness of your heart, and as you smell the foul decay of your life, inhale the essence of truth, but mostly as you seek the love you want, trust that you will find it in the heart you need
love uncle Doug.
I like to play alot of online poker, and i love to mess with my opponent’s mind, and one of the lines i use that will make them burn to beat me is “Its not over till i say so” and they will bet from there mind instead of there heart, and i will continue to repeat that till i am there table leader, and they will leave. HOW MUCH DIFFERANT IS THAT FROM THE PREACHER, that told you you cant go to heaven till he says so, and eventually u said i cant try any more and left?
This old poker player is tellin you to say fuch the preacher, I’m gonna play this hand from my heart , not my mind.
love always
i know I’m a little crazy sometimes, and maybe i shouldn’t be here, i have no gospel knowledge, and i dance from a mind that has not been pure, but i speak from a heart that knows the difference, i hope.
we will see
love
bundle your burden in strings of tears
harness your light in bonds of lies
tie your cries in ropes of fears
fight the ligature’s till you die
wind in untold webs of confusion
bonded by ropes of needless wants
held in human re fusion
left faceless pale and gaunt
twisting in the tree of zest
like ivy held to your core
suckling a mothers breast
wanting, wanting, but needing more
bring it on bony legs
im doin this with eyes crossed
love my bgs
Hey Doug, I just got back from a Christmas dinner/party. I loved reading all your post. Do you remember Uncle Joe saying, I’ve been crazy all my life but its kept me from going insane!! I thought of that when I read your post.
MC SAYS: As i trust in my paws, and my tail, and my whiskers. As my sense of smell can feel a coyote a mile away. As i only let the ones that love me touch me, feel me, and hide from all others, as i trust only myself, and believe that i am all that i will ever be, why dose my master believe that there is more? he has no whiskers, no tail, he trips alot on his two feet, and thinks no one can smell his farts.
I am glad i am a cat… it must be hard to be my master.
my pretty little orange cat is so much smarter then his master.
I love him and that is the last word.
I think Jack Joe, and my dad are dancing with me, as cliff laughs, and Norma and Abby say wow i love him…. i hope
love ya cuz
There is no way I’m gonna let that stupid ass cat have the last word, no matter how much i love him!
God said i would rule him, and i dont know why he didn’t say i should eat him, but that’s not outta the question
I dont think there is alot worthwhile in the ability of mans mind over the minds of animals with the exception to survive in this world. We can kill them, control them, train them, convert them. We can make them crap in our toilets, lay in our laps, count on us for food or water. We can make them feel fear, or cower in guilt. we can make them beg for our love, or we can let them love us just to feel there love.. hum
maybe MC DOSENT UNDERSTAND HIS MASTER…
DUMB ASS CAT
My last thought tonight will be on the wonders of the pantheism, the truth of the universe, the cookies of your mind, the dance you do, and the depth of your mind you will go to feel it.
Some will walk no further then there local church, some will read every book in there library, some will take every drug known to man, some will close there eyes and sleep till there last breath.
There will be some that will fight to deny you the beauty you deserve, they will tell you that you are on a path to hell, as they train you to sit on there toilet, there will be some that will tell you that you are unworthy, as they ask you to lay on there lap. There will be some that will talk of love, as they fill you with fear and guilt, but most of all they will want you to beg for love, as though your not deserving.
The GOD OF MY UNIVERSE is wanting your love, without condition, it is your lap he wants to feel, it is your guilt and pain he wants to take from you, and it is his love he wants you to need.
I like my universe… even with that Dam cat
sleep well my friends.. even in pittsburgh
love Doug
A mad cat will claw to the limits of its fears
A mad cat will climb to the top limb of sorrow
A mad cat will hide all its tears
A mad cat will sleep in the crotch of tomorrow
A kitten of truth will dance in the sun
A kitten of love will purr like a saw
A kitten of trust will twitch in the fun
A kitten of life will curl in a ball
A tiger of confusion will sleep in the grass
A tiger of wants will wait on the dawn
A tiger of anger will feed last
A lion of needs will walk with the strong
come on bony legs.. even ur dumb ass sis knows thats good
love uncle Doug
Doug said:
I think Jack Joe, and my dad are dancing with me, as cliff laughs, and Norma and Abby say wow i love him…. i hope
I LOVE this visual and I just bet you’re right! I miss ‘em all so much!