Grace Gathering 2007 Pt#4

Geo Jan 8th 2010 07:30 pm Audio, Geo, Grace, Peace, Video 22 Comments Trackback URI Comments RSS

22 Responses to “Grace Gathering 2007 Pt#4”

  1. Dougon 08 Jan 2010 at 9:24 pm link comment

    Dam you Geo.. did you see the picture of CLIFF standing looking out with a serious look? MOST OF YOU WOULDNT HAVE NO CLUE WHAT THAT LOOK IS,but all that know him would know that’s the look you see IN HIS FACE, when he feels something greater then himself.
    Ive seen it in his face long before he felt God. I SAW IT WHEN I STOOD STARING AT HIM IN A NIGHTMARE, and i saw it when he looked at me on the limb of a sycamore, but that look is the look of a man that believes in something greater then himself.

    Dam this is hard
    Doug

  2. Dougon 08 Jan 2010 at 9:55 pm link comment

    When dose man find God, dose he find it in the fur ball of a cat at sixty years old, dose he find it on a two day journey with a Mexican missionary, dose he find it in the love of a woman for forty years, or in a bible of unachievable laws… I am a man that has lived as an outlaw, and i think i saw god in all of that shit, and ill keep looking, knowing that hes there everywhere i look.
    love the incorruptible seed.
    Doug

  3. Dougon 08 Jan 2010 at 10:04 pm link comment

    MC SAYS; Kittens that dance around a campfire well be smelt by the truth of there demise.

    gezz so gruesome
    Dam cat

  4. Dougon 08 Jan 2010 at 10:07 pm link comment

    The sent of love is wrapped in the legs of those that can walk to the peak of truth.
    love always

  5. Dougon 08 Jan 2010 at 10:22 pm link comment

    Cliff would always tell me im emotional. He would say it to piss me off, and i never knew why it did but it would. I’m not sure why being emotional is something that should piss me off i guess its something that’s not manly, but he was right, I am, and the moment he said it i would fire back with everything in my mind…. Maybe… maybe ,, maybe he just wanted to hear some of the crap ive let you hear.
    Dam u bro

  6. Dougon 08 Jan 2010 at 10:41 pm link comment

    WHEN DO YOU THINK I STARTED CRYING TODAY…Was it with the first words of Mike.. the last words of Mike.. the truth of Gods love,,, Gods love, Mikes words, didnt come close to the pain of my little bros picture, the memory of him. Right or wrong this outlaw dont give a shit, my tears are for my bro, maybe, maybe maybe, my emotional ass will feel different some day, but for today my tears are for what i miss.
    love the incorruptible outlaw
    Doug

  7. Dougon 08 Jan 2010 at 11:01 pm link comment

    There is something that ive allowed to happen that i have never allowed before in my life, and that is to wounder what God thinks about me. Maybe its because i think my bro is up there with him, or maybe its because im getting closer to knowing, but it is working in my pitiful brain.
    I dont think it going to change the dance i do, or the way i live, but it might change who i let guide me.
    Love Doug

  8. Dougon 08 Jan 2010 at 11:08 pm link comment

    MC SAY” The direction of curiosity is mapped by confusion, and will leave you lost.
    Dam cat

  9. Dougon 08 Jan 2010 at 11:12 pm link comment

    The path to clarity is woven within the truth of your heart, and bound by its love.
    love Doug

  10. Dougon 08 Jan 2010 at 11:32 pm link comment

    What is my look, that is the look of knowing God, will anyone know it? Dose it matter if they do? Should i care?
    God cant see my face, but he feels this outlaws heart, and that’s all that matters. I can dance my dance for all of you and i can piss your emotional asses off every night, and still be loved by him.

    but i dont smoke..
    love Doug

  11. Dougon 08 Jan 2010 at 11:50 pm link comment

    MC SAYS; You can cry till the snows of a blizzard freezes your eyes closed, you can whine in the winds of a storm till your throat is sore, and beg for food on an empty stomach till you pass out, or you can survive on the truth in your heart.

    Im pretty sure you can hang cats in Indiana..
    Dam his ass

  12. Dougon 08 Jan 2010 at 11:51 pm link comment

    Thank you mike.. we needed this.
    Doug

  13. Dougon 09 Jan 2010 at 12:16 am link comment

    My last thought tonight will be on all that died since my brother died.. not the one with a brain tumor, but the one that was nail to a cross. The one that took one hell off a beating for all of us to feel the love of God.
    HOW MANY HAS DIED SINCE THEN? not knowing they are saved, not knowing that there loved.. gezz.. think about it 2000 years x what? How many more. How long will it take before we all love each other like he loves us?…. I hate being emotional…not
    Love always

  14. Dougon 09 Jan 2010 at 12:58 am link comment

    I’m going to tell you a true story of the ability of my little brother to survive with to tuff ass brothers. My Dad and Mom would have to be away from home sometimes when we were young. When i say young, i mean i was 14, Andy was 18, and Cliff was 12. For entertainment Andy and i would take a belt and make Cliff hold a cigarette in his mouth as we would snap it out if we were lucky, other times we would try and shoot it out of his mouth with a bee-bee gun, the good thing is we were good shots and not bad with a whip, but all that fun came to an end when Cliff figured out that as he heard Dads car pull into the drive he would slap himself in the face leaving a big welt, and then run to mom and dad crying that Andy and I SLAPPED HIM, and Andy and I WOULD GET AN ASS WHOOPIN you wouldn’t want.
    His little bony ass grew so big that he would say to Andy and I “you cant whip me”, and he was right, and we didnt want to.
    love you bro

  15. Dougon 09 Jan 2010 at 1:33 am link comment

    Im not sur ill be able to sleep tonight, i think im catching a cold, my face is all warm, but my mind is swirling, and when im like this i cant stop thinking. Its not all bad because most of my thoughts are worth staying awake for at least in my own mind.. scary huh?.. try living here.
    Maybe i better give you my last thought, before i slap myself in my face.

    Every word i speak, every breath i take, every part of what you hear from me is worthless. There is no part of any man that is worth more then the dirt you walk on, the air you breath, the sun you feel. IT IS ALL WORTHLESS, and will be meaningless to you. This earth that God so loves will only be loved by you like he loves it when you feel the love he has for you and it.
    must be the fever
    Goodnight my friends, Doug

  16. geoon 09 Jan 2010 at 6:31 am link comment

    Doug
    I know that it is hard. But something inside of me has spoken to me saying that posting these pictures and the words that were spoken that weekend is something that will help all who loved Cliff. So I will continue over the next days and or weeks and months to post all until that whole weekend is posted.

    Love Ya!!!!
    Remember only REAL MEN cry!

    Peace
    Geo

  17. Dougon 09 Jan 2010 at 8:57 am link comment

    Its all good Geo, and you know I love it! It was special to Cliff therefore it is special to me.
    Luv ya bro

  18. Nancyon 10 Jan 2010 at 1:08 pm link comment

    I can’t thank you enough Geo!!!!!!! I don’t love the pain of being without my precious Cliff but I know my journey will get easier with time. Memories are life to me right now and the gathering is one of my greatest, even with what came after.

    Doug, we are in the same place with our pain and gain from a life of knowing Clliff Hazelbaker and I love you so much. Your words are so precious.

    I love Boldgrace!

    Love Never Fails nor does it leave!

    Nancy

  19. Geoon 10 Jan 2010 at 1:52 pm link comment

    Hey Nancy
    How bout a Colts vs Packers Super Bowl?

    Peace
    Geo

  20. Nancyon 10 Jan 2010 at 1:55 pm link comment

    Packers were Cliff’s team – wouldn’t that be something! Colts will still win!

  21. Dougon 10 Jan 2010 at 5:14 pm link comment

    Hey sis, looks like them little black birds from Baltimore are gonna be fling into our fair state next w/e. Hope they remember that those Colts that were up there back in the 70s and 80s were all gelding, and the Colts we have now are all stallions!,,, IS THERE REALLY ANY DIFFERANCE BETWEEN A CROW AND A RAVEN? Just sayin…lol
    Love da Colts

  22. Dougon 10 Jan 2010 at 6:23 pm link comment

    I TRY NOT TO BE A HATER, BUT IT JUST COMES SO NATURAL, HAHAHA

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