Grace Gathering 2007 Friday Night Pt#5

Geo Jan 9th 2010 06:33 am Audio, Geo, Grace, Peace, Thoughts, Video 25 Comments Trackback URI Comments RSS

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  1. Dougon 10 Jan 2010 at 8:32 pm link comment

    I love the way Mike talked about the white horse that would come and whip everyone’s ass. I remember reading Revelations the first time, and almost wetting my nickers then reading it again and thinking hollycrapolie im in trouble. I remember being pissed off thinking maybe i got all this crap wrong, and i remember Audrey pissin me off when she told me if i read revelations twice and was still scared i wasn’t ready for it. but then even against the advise of Audrey i took GEOs advice and listened to Mike, and i relized that the nasty cup of crap that gave me night sweats i didnt have to drink, feel or taste cause JESUS did for me.
    I still see white horses in my dreams, but they have the innocent eyes of my rootbeer, and the perfect heart of Abby, they have the sweet words of MINDY, and the tears of love of my sister, and the beauty is endless. My white horse rides me to the sweetness of Lisa the kindness of Connie, it carries me across continents, and into the universe of the truth of love.
    My white horse is being rode by an angel with hazel eyes, and my life was forever changed.

    Angel with hazel eyes burning in truth
    Mounted on a white horse at mountains peak
    Welding swords slicing through conscious reason
    Staining pure snows of peaceful meadows
    Warming seeds of the new season

    Wanting blooms of flowing life
    Vines in suns of achievable sanity
    Wandering on paths of cleared blind dreams
    Snarled on the shagged beam of a cross
    Crawling on pebbles that tears of love gleam

    Riding a white horse of love

    Loving the ride, Doug

  2. Dougon 10 Jan 2010 at 8:44 pm link comment

    MC is speaking Mandarin and trying to act like a siamese cat. He heard that Clucky is dating a Peking duck, and he thinks if he can be Asian he has a chance at feeling her love.
    Its sad, but i still love him
    Dam cat

  3. Dougon 10 Jan 2010 at 8:47 pm link comment

    MC SAYS: Its better to be someone your not and feel love then to be what you are and never be loved.

    HES SO CUTE, but im wanting rice for supper.
    Dam cat

  4. Dougon 10 Jan 2010 at 8:52 pm link comment

    Its better to feel Gods love for a moment between a single heartbeat, then to be love by all mankind for a lifetime.
    love always

  5. Dougon 10 Jan 2010 at 8:59 pm link comment

    Its hard to tell a big alley cat hes not siamese when he is reciting Confucius.
    dam cat

  6. Dougon 10 Jan 2010 at 10:04 pm link comment

    MC SAYS: I hear and I forget. I see and I remember. I do and I understand. I touch and i feel feathers in my hand.

    I need help here, I think that was Dr Phil not Confucius.
    Dam Asian cat

  7. Dougon 10 Jan 2010 at 10:15 pm link comment

    The jewel of you life can be felt everyday, it is that split second moment just before you awake, and between the next breath you take, before you realize you are still alive.
    Love Doug

  8. Dougon 10 Jan 2010 at 10:54 pm link comment

    Its hard to sit here knowing that all the prophecy’s and all the laws have been met by one guy, and thousands millions dont get it, and dont feel the love it took for him to do that. ITS HARD TO SIT HERE, and know that im not the only one going to heaven.. I kinda like the idea of telling you that i get a seat with God cause im a born again non smoker, but ill reserve my elation because there is a chance im gonna light up a siamese cats tail tonight. Since i cant have God all to my self, and some of you think for some God forsaken reason your as deserving as me, maybe we can figure out a way to let everyone that wakes up on this earth( that God so loves) think that he loves them as much as he love me.
    I know that’s a challenge, because i am obviously so much better then most, but i think if you believe inside yourself for a moment you will feel the beauty of me like i do you.
    Its an amazing challenge im suggesting, because at the end you get to hold me in your arms, as i will you and God will both of us..all of us.
    Love always…but i dont smoke

  9. Dougon 10 Jan 2010 at 11:12 pm link comment

    My thoughts today have been about all the things i have shared on this site over the last several months. Things that have always rambled around in my head. My children have always known i was a little different in the way i thought, and id like to think they are better people because of the way i am, but i never let them or anyone hear my thoughts like i have you, and today i relized that i could be an embarrassment to them by the way i talk and the feelings i share. I know that i say things that many of you feel, and i know that most of you will never share your thoughts like i have, and I dont know why i chose to step outside the privacy of my thoughts with you, but i know I would rather walk silent for a thousand years then to embarrass my children for a moment.

    Doug

  10. Dougon 11 Jan 2010 at 12:05 am link comment

    I raised two children. A daughter that is as perfect as the birth of the first dawn, as beautiful as the stars and the moon, and a heart that shines with the light of the sun for a billion years
    A son that’s as brave as a thousand lions, and a heart as soft as the velvet touch of pure love.
    I raised a son that would freeze in a blizzard to hold an old women in the warm safety of his arm then to abandon her, and a daughter that would lay on top of her baby in a blizzard to give it a chance to live.
    I raised a daughter to know its better to love then to be loved, and a son to know that he is loved and can love, and both my children live to love.

    There will never be a father more proud of his children then I am of mine.

    Love Dad

  11. Dougon 11 Jan 2010 at 12:28 am link comment

    OK.. SCREW IT..maybe i wasn’t the best Dad,,, I remember cutin a big stinky fart and Sarah saying “Oh yucky dad” and i said “sweetie that’s what makes Mommy’s plants grow bigger”, and Dougie ask me once “daddy why dose smokey dog have balls?” and i said “son they are there to keep the nats off his face”, but i kept it real by letting them dance to the music of earth wind and fire, as there momma sat on my lap…. lol …love the truth kids.
    love always

  12. Dougon 11 Jan 2010 at 12:58 am link comment

    How many people can Mike touch with his words? How many people can your preacher touch? How many can you touch? IF mike touches you with his words does it help you? If your preacher touches you with his words does it help you? IF YOU HEAR BOTH OF THEM,can you help someone else?
    Shit man… the greatest preacher of all told us all the stuff we needed to know, and we still have every other preacher sending us to hell, or wanting to blow our bony asses up cause we dont like the God he likes.
    THERE IS ONE BIG ASS DIFFERANCE between WHAT MIKE talks about and any one else you’ve ever listened to, and that is that everyone is included to feel the love of God… EVERYONE..unconditional… everyone.. all inclusive,,, dose that sound like JESUS.. DAM SURE DONT SOUND LIKE ANY PREACHER YOUVE HEARD BEFORE DOSE IT… JUST SAYING.
    Get out of mind get out of that pew, and dance with me down the street to the heaven in your heart.
    Jesus never lied to you, just man did, there is no fear in loving Jesus, but there is bucket full of fear in the phony God man will feed you.
    love the truth

  13. Dougon 11 Jan 2010 at 1:28 am link comment

    MC SAYS< The endless walk in the silent fog of a lonely night. The wondering search in shadowed tears in jungle grasses of lost paths. Leading a heart to the FORGIVING dawn of a single cluck.

    Oh gezz.. Is it incest if a cat screws a chicken?
    Dam slant eyed cat

  14. Dougon 11 Jan 2010 at 1:43 am link comment

    Love dances in the sun, frolics in in the meadows wildflowers. Love is blissful in the yawn on the morn, wrapped in the stretch of the eve, and dances between the twisted legs of dampened morning dew, as it sleeps in the bed of all that is true.
    Dance to the end of love…
    Doug

  15. Dougon 11 Jan 2010 at 2:05 am link comment

    My last thought will be for all that live within there mind. The ones that are never brave enough to share there heart fearing that man will truly see them, and they will be exposed for what they are.
    There is no part of you that God dosent see, and there is nothing about you that he doesnt love. The phony crap that you show to man he dont care about it only impresses man, and he looks deeper within you. You can live your life for the acceptance of man, and you might find some comfort in it, but you will only feel the beauty of yourself when you live your life feeling the beauty that he feels about you… crazy huh
    love the truth

  16. Dougon 11 Jan 2010 at 2:15 am link comment

    Is it time for me to let others share there hearts.. is the dance over.. have i held my brothers hand long enough,, has he held mine.. have we laid with twisted legs in the grass long enough…can i say goodbye.
    GOOD NIGHT

  17. Mindyon 11 Jan 2010 at 5:15 pm link comment

    My Dad’s Birthday is this Wednesday. It is funny how the pain begins to well up inside and you can’t control it. It just takes your breath away. I miss him so bad. Today the memories are just flooding my soul.

  18. Dougon 11 Jan 2010 at 6:58 pm link comment

    Well bg let me put this thought into your mind, he was such a fat baby that the doctor had to send the nurse to a hardware store and buy a pair of log tines so they could yank his fat ass out, and from that day he was a constant pain in my ass… that i learned to love.

    Love yah girl

  19. Dougon 11 Jan 2010 at 8:01 pm link comment

    It wasn’t easy being the middle son. I mean come on there was Andy walking around all cool with that duck tail hair cut all greased up with brill cream, and Cliff with them little fat baby cheeks that mom couldn’t stop doting on always siting on her lap drinking her cokes and eating her home made fudge. Its no wonder that by six years old i could imitate Jimmy Durante and Humphrey Bogart, as i flipped from my back to my feet in on move just to make Mom laugh, but darn his little fat ass he would laugh to like we were buddies or something.
    HE SURE HAD A WAY OF WORKING INTO YOUR HEART, even if you didnt want him to. Boy what id give to be able to flip from my back to my feet one more time and see his little chunky cheeks smile.
    MAYBE I WILL.
    love Doug

  20. Sarah Louiseon 11 Jan 2010 at 8:27 pm link comment

    Dad, that last story made me want to give Andy a lil’ brother! Love you and I miss him too. See you tomorrow!

  21. Dougon 11 Jan 2010 at 10:45 pm link comment

    OH LOUIE.. I cant wait, but if i recall right that ornery older brother of yours made you pay your dews also, but in the end he found a buddy, and that’s the way it works when the recipe includes love.
    Andy wont like that little intruder, but he will learn to love him so much, because the recipe baked into his heart has been 80% love, with an icing of 20% more love.
    Love Dad

  22. Dougon 11 Jan 2010 at 11:21 pm link comment

    Cliff and i both learned that we had better work within the laws of man because we were both lousy outlaws, my first attempt to be a gang member was when i was fourteen, and as the leader of my posse i decided to leave a little graffiti on the high school basketball barn. It was a big white barn built in the 40s for the little town to have basketball games in, and one summer night spray can in hand i wrote my whole name( first and last) in letters bigger then me down the side of it. I never figured out how the local police knew it was me, but the next day they were at my home, and i spent the rest of my summer painting that dam barn!
    Cliff was much better then me, he pulled the fire alarm in high school then stood by it as everyone evacuated, and didnt understand how they new it was him, maybe it was the big grin on his face or the fact that he kept telling everybody that he did it.
    Man if we could only do things over i would have only used my last name, and i know cliff would have only bragged to maybe 30 or 40 of his best friends, and moved across the hall from that dam fire alarm, but you only get that kind of wisdom with years.
    love the truth

  23. Dougon 11 Jan 2010 at 11:57 pm link comment

    Cliff kinda got things… that took me years to figure out. He just simply loved people, and i never really gave him credit for that characteristic of his heart, but my wife will remind me on occasion that Cliff was her friend before i was. Ya see when i was young there was no such thing to me as a girl that was a friend, only guys could be that, and girls were something much different, but Cliff felt people as people, and one of his buddies was a little blond haired beauty. I would see there bony asses around and the two of them would come up to my car, and id share my stash of camel cigarettes and give them a few minutes of my time cause i was just to cool to be bothered by them for long, but then one day Cliff gave me a note he delivered from that blond haired beauty, and it said she would like to go out with me.
    I wish i had that note, but more then that i wish i would have thanked Cliff for delivering to me the message that gave me more happiness then any man deserves, maybe thats why my wife reminds me of this great friend she had before she knew me, maybe thats enough.

    Thank you Cliffy…. man im wantin a camel cig now.. dam u Cliffy

  24. Dougon 12 Jan 2010 at 12:18 am link comment

    You think im a weird little duck, you aint got no clue. Cliff was a tall good lookin young man, he could have had any and all women he wanted, but he meet this cute little Diana Ross singin sweety, and he freakin went blind in love. MAN THIS BOY was wrapped up, tied up, and a big ass bow was stapled to his heart. I never seen anything like it, he knew he found his holly grail of love, and God help you if you put a finger between him and his girl, it was amazing.
    Your little bony ass must be magic Sis… that’s all i can say. Its been a joy just watch you two kid, and it aint over.

    Love Doug

  25. Geoon 12 Jan 2010 at 11:13 am link comment

    Doug and All
    The ONE THING the world and all of the people you meet need from you is this………. FOR YOU TO BE YOU! Not who they want you to be but who you are. The world needs that from each of us too. But most are not sure of who they are because of some clouded view of God or some “higher” being. And yes sometimes who we are will hurt others but so be it. We learn and grow with NO regrets.

    Peace
    Geo

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