What’s In Your Hands?

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  1. Angieon 28 Jan 2010 at 3:01 pm link comment

    Hey Geo. I had to go to the website to watch this for some reason but I am glad that I did. How beautiful. “the greater the struggle, the more glorious the triumph”. This made my day. Thanks

  2. Mindyon 28 Jan 2010 at 5:30 pm link comment

    Geo,
    This was incredible…absolutely incredible. I can’t thank you enough for posting this. Yesterday I sat and wondered for a brief moment what this life is even for and today I was reminded of why. I love you. Thank you.

  3. Connie Lardon 28 Jan 2010 at 8:21 pm link comment

    Disturbing at first- then profoundly moving as the story unfolded.

  4. Dougon 29 Jan 2010 at 10:57 pm link comment

    You seem to have an ability Geo to put the right thing on here at the right time. I’m setting her typing with fingers missing four joints knowing that by an act of God i got elbows, wrists and the fingers left to tell you that i felt the video.
    I know the pain of man.
    ITS GOOD TO BE REMINDED, but it is the love of man that is seldom truly seen that touched most hearts because there minds walk by it, and seldom feel it.
    love Doug

    PS your video is locking up my computer!

  5. Dougon 29 Jan 2010 at 11:19 pm link comment

    I’m reading a book right now that my daughter bought for me. The name of it is “The Misunderstood God”. I ask her when she gave it to me if she thought my spiritual compass needed calibrated, and she said, “No, i just saw where it talked about the love of God, and i knew you would like it”.
    I do like it. If i didnt know better i would think Cliff wrote it.
    One of the things it talks about is love, and it say try and put the word God in place of the word love everywhere it is written in the bible because God= love, and i thought that is so true.
    love Doug

  6. Dougon 30 Jan 2010 at 12:11 am link comment

    This world is so corrupted. In 1918 a flu bug killed 500,000 men women and children in the USA, IN HAITI, we are seeing 200,000 die from a earthquake, in 1918 30million in the world died from a flue bug.
    Last week the department of defence said that a bio terrorist attack was emanate on this country in the next 2 to 4 years. Man intentionally wants to kill what GOD LOVES. What kind of man dose God let do that? What part of Gods love is that man touched by? How can man take himself to a place that feels righteous in killing other man in the name of God?
    I am a survivor and i can fight with the best of them, but i dont understand my enemy. How can this world survive? Who do i need to kill?
    Who dose God want me to kill? Should we ask our children to fight?
    History tells us the passive will be burned alive in furnaces of those that feel we are not deserving, but my heart tells me that we have to let those that want to do that know that God loves us both.
    You have all heard my frustration. YOU HAVE SEEN ME LEAVE out of confusion, but you have also heard my cry for love.
    I am a man that can weld a sword, but i am not a man that wants to, and i dont want my rootbeer to.
    HOW CAN WE CHANGE THIS WORLD?

  7. Dougon 30 Jan 2010 at 12:34 am link comment

    i have seen people from Iran, turkey, china Russia on this site, and i know there is a world seeking the same love i feel, and i know that if more then Mindy Geo MC, AND ALL THE OTHERS THAT CONTRBUTE.. If the ones that listen will speak to the world my Rootbeer wont need to weld a sword.
    Im not asking much from you.
    Love Doug

  8. Dougon 30 Jan 2010 at 1:00 am link comment

    Most that are on this site are those that have lived a life in christianity, and have been disenchanted by what it offered them. i have not been where you are, but i have spent most of a year trying to understand where you have come from because i saw where you can end.
    I started this journey knowing i didnt fear God, and i told you i wont end it fearing him, but i have seen how many do, and it is the lies of man that have taken you there.
    THE BIBLE you have been told to trust has been read to you with eyes that feel a god of fear. A bible that has the strength of an oak tree has taken a limb and beat you when God only wanted you to see the soft beauty of its leaves.

    love always

  9. Dougon 30 Jan 2010 at 1:14 am link comment

    MC SAY: To hear a single heartbeat of my master is better then a night of listening for the scratch of a thousand mices.

    if you tie a cat to a telephone post will that be seen as suicide by coyote?
    Dam cat

  10. Dougon 30 Jan 2010 at 1:31 am link comment

    the beauty of tonight is felt by tomorrow
    the beauty of tomorrow is touched by today
    the beauty of today is lost in the night
    the beauty of the night is found in the day
    the beauty of the day is seen tomorrow
    the beauty of love is
    Doug

  11. SteveWon 30 Jan 2010 at 12:08 pm link comment

    Fantastic film Geo. Every life has purpose and dignity.

  12. geoon 30 Jan 2010 at 12:49 pm link comment

    Doug
    Bruce says it best when he says, “People only do to others what they think their Heavenly Father does”! If people believe in a God of Wrath then wrath is what they will ultimately bring upon others and themselves.
    You are right at this point in time in that the world kills those who desire peace and love. But if enough people were to believe in the Father that loves and accepts all then the world would be changed!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    Peace
    Geo

  13. Dougon 31 Jan 2010 at 5:39 pm link comment

    I think it’s difficult for any of us to observe the beauty of mankind. At any given moment both of us can observe the same thing and one will see the beauty, and the other will be repulsed disturbed or annoyed, but I also think that at any given time I can see the same thing and either feel the beauty in it or repulsed by it, and that depends on whether my eyes are looking with my heart, or seeing with my mind.
    I went to the grocery store today, and I just happen to fall in locked steps with three young people who were also shopping. As we walked the isles they were laughing giggling prodding and poking each other like little kittens in a basket.
    There was two boys and one girl in there late teens to early twenties, and as I bought pickles tomatoes grapes and salads they bought chips and dips ice cream nuts popcorn and candy.
    I secretly smiled at there youthful energy, and was amazed at the love for life they were enjoying. On another day I might have been disturbed by there loud and robust antics. It would have been easy to see them as foolish children buying there snacks because they were going to be smoking there demon devils lettuce.
    They checked out before me and as I walked out they were at the Movie kiosk picking there entertainment for the night, and thought to myself I wonder if Cheech and Chong are still making movies, and smiled to myself again. By the time I got all my groceries loaded I notice them sitting in the same parking isle as me, still laughing but not leaving. Just as I got ready to pull out I saw them all exit there vehicle groceries in hand and start walking from the store parking lot towards the college next to it.
    Now I don’t know if there vehicle wouldn’t start or if they had a moment of maturity and decided it would be safer for all if they walked, but I know all I saw was three precious hearts walking across a parking lot on a beautiful sunshiny day, and hoped that every day of there life can feel the happiness I saw in them today.
    Yah know I may be sixty years old, but I think there is still a party in my heart, and it’s up to me to see it and feel it, and a big ole dobby with a Cheech and Chong movie don’t sound all that bad.

    Love the beauty in your heart, and you’ll love the beauty in all the hearts you witness.

    Love and peace
    Doug

  14. Dougon 31 Jan 2010 at 8:10 pm link comment

    Love, relationships, the entangled wiggle and want, the desired bob and weave of human needs. What makes it work? What makes it fail? Is it the whisper of a poem in your ear, is the kiss of your tear, or the trust in your heart? Love, relationships, the twirle and the swirl of ever folding need, and a cry for the tears never kissed. What makes it work? What makes it fail? Is it the caress of your cheek, or the kiss on your ear?
    My human love for another began on a summer night that i did all i could do to scare her, and she did not feel any fear from me, and only wanted to be closer to me. She had no idea that her trust in me solidified a trust in her that would last 40 years.
    I dont need my tears kissed, because if i have them so dose she, i dont need to hear poems whispered in my ears because i hear them with a look in her eye.
    Love, relationships, the lasting dance of dances. What makes it work? What makes it fail?
    It is the same things that you will find with God. TRUST in unconditional love, limitless, and equal, and it will fail ( be absent) till you both feel it, and all other love is perceived.
    love always

  15. Dougon 31 Jan 2010 at 10:00 pm link comment

    Love is something that is so precious to me, now more than anytime in my life. Not because i need to feel it, but because i know how much others want to feel it.
    I watched BGs this weekend talk of love they want. I heard there quivering voices cry of love they need, and i heard the anger of the denil of love they felt they didnt feel.
    Our lives are comprised of moments, we feel it as a life time, but it is not. It is a lifetime of moments and within them is the truth.
    I watched two beautiful babies square off in banter of life’s truth of love, and neither of them seen the truth of love. It had nothing to do with there conversation or the result of there debate, but it was the moment that there eyes meet in a beauty of love that was unconditional, limitless, and equal.
    They both know and feel that moment, and they can pretend to look for it for ever, or they can pull there sleeve’s up, wash there dishes, care for there babies, go to work and know that they will know that love if there ever truely touched by it.
    It dont matter if its a sisters love, a fathers love, a brothers love, a mothers love, it my feel different by each, but it will have the same truth as the love God has for you, and it will be know in a moment.
    Remember the moment BGs, and when it feels like that, it is love.
    Don’t settle for less, dont expect more, and know that you want need it by anyone one this earth, as long as you live, because you already have it.
    love Uncle Doug

  16. Dougon 31 Jan 2010 at 10:20 pm link comment

    MC says: A frog will piss on a Lilly pad , a bird will crap on your roof, a coyote will dump on a rock, a raccoon will shit on a log, but a cat will bury its waste because it is a part of him that he dosent want any other creature to know.

    I love that cat, but i think hes drinking my cold medicine.
    Dam cat

  17. Dougon 31 Jan 2010 at 10:38 pm link comment

    A man will pretend to be loving and kind. A woman will pretend to be wanting and needing. A man will pretend to be comforting and caring. A woman will pretend to be weak and willing. A man will pretend to be strong and protecting. A woman will pretend to be comforted and cherished. Then both will want to be truely loved, and they wont know where to bury there shit.

    love always

  18. Dougon 31 Jan 2010 at 10:49 pm link comment

    YAH SEE, there’s a reason i knew 40 years ago when that little blond took my phone call the next day after the night i put her through, that there wouldn’t be no shit for either of us to bury.
    THE LOVE I SAW IN HER, IS THE SAME LOVE I FEEL AGAIN. 40 years later.
    love the truth

  19. Dougon 31 Jan 2010 at 11:16 pm link comment

    I love my brother and it was his death that opened a door that would have remained closed. I think i would rather live a lifetime in HELL then to find that door because of his death, but those choices are not mine.
    He didnt leave me alone here. If it was just his death i think i would have soon walked back out the door he opened and lived the life i was accustom to, but so many circumstances altered my journey.
    My bgs shrouded me in there love, my sis held my hand, and an Angel named Audrey told me to look in my heart…Wow..Look into my heart,, what the hell did that mean i thought, but i read her words over and over, and i let myself feel more then my mind had ever felt before, and it told me what my little fat ass bro wanted me to hear.
    I am loved.. forever.
    listen to your heart,, listen to your heart,, listen to your heart!
    love Doug

  20. Dougon 31 Jan 2010 at 11:46 pm link comment

    My last thought will be of the strength it takes to walk this earth with a heart of love. You would think that your path would be lined with roses, and the smell of Jasmine would fill the air. I mean to feel the love of Jesus in your heart how can you feel any pain?
    JESUS felt the love of God, and he felt the pain of this world with every hammer of the nails, with every whip, with every beating he took, but it was so insignificant to love he felt for you.
    NOBODYS POUNDING NAILS IN MY HANDS AND FEET, but if they do its ok because it is not this life i live for, but for the everlasting life that i will have, and im an outlaw kind of like Jesus, and like him i love all of you.
    love always

  21. Dougon 31 Jan 2010 at 11:50 pm link comment

    IM STILL COUNTING BGS AND LAST COUNT I STILL HAVE 5 HELL YEAHS COMING TO ME!

    uncle Doug

  22. Dougon 31 Jan 2010 at 11:57 pm link comment

    Snorter, Mad cat, performer, Sweet love, and commander, is on my hit list!
    Its not gonna be pretty on secret day……….
    love Uncle Doug

  23. Dougon 01 Feb 2010 at 12:13 am link comment

    My last thought will be on those beautiful hearts that are seeking love in this life from those that walk in it with them.
    I cant tell you if you will ever feel it from them, but i can tell you that you will feel it buy them if you feel it for them, and you will not need anything else.
    crazy huh
    love the truth

  24. audrey nzon 01 Feb 2010 at 4:06 pm link comment

    Yes Doug, that REAL love as you walk with it, allowing it to function, will surprise you. It’s character is so different from how we imagine love to be. It is not at all sweet or soppy. It doesn’t ‘pay back’ in kind. It doesn’t ‘do’ brownie-points good works. Our expectation of what love is, gets turned upside-down when we meet it. We do not understand it and we cannot plumb the depths of it.
    .
    It is a whole different world, a higher world that is superimposed over the natural world. Yet we cannot see it until something happens that triggers or tricks our minds into letting go, suspending our belief system, and then instantly we FEEL IT DEEP INSIDE. It’s like a magnificent river bubbling up, affecting our whole body and reaching out to others, connecting with them in a living current you both share. It is a life-giving energy that the world is dying for. This love is our heritage, given to us from the beginning when we were created as life-giving spirits, long before our bodies were formed in our mothers’ womb. No wonder when we feel it, it feels like ‘coming home’.
    .
    Everybody at some stage in their lives feels this love-feeling, but because we believe we are who we are, (mortal human beings) we attribute this feeling to something physical. We forget who we really are. We are spirit beings in a physical body. When we recognize this, that whole non-physical world opens up to us, and this new world is governed by LOVE. I think there is a great need to talk about this love, to ’see’ it and begin to understand how it operates in this physical world. What instances can you relate of how that higher love worked in you and what was the result? I’m sure there are many out there with a story to tell and I’d love to hear them. I’m sure Doug would too, it’d buck him up no end and MC would be struck dumb!!

  25. audrey nzon 01 Feb 2010 at 4:35 pm link comment

    I was sent this in an e-mail today so thought I’d share it with you.
    .
    “I came across the writings of a Franciscan monk recently,Richard Rohr. I think he explains metanoia from a different angle. He’s writing in regard to asking this question, ‘how do I define my life’?

    He says, ‘brothers and sisters, remember that your life situation will not last. It is only that which you ‘fall through’ so that you can fall into your actual Life, and that Big Life ironically includes death (which is the falling). For St. Paul the word for the life force field is ‘Christ’. Yes it is personified and summed up in Jesus, but he also says it is everywhere and always available to all who ‘fall through’ (read ‘are transformed’). Everybody takes their present life’s situation as if it is their one and only life. IT IS NOT! So wait for those moments when you fall through your life’s situaions into your REAL LIFE, which is Christ, or Christ Consciousness (1 Cor. 2:16), if you prefer. What you are doing in prayer is consciously choosing to let go of your grasping mind and its identification with passing life situations so that you can fall into your Real Life which is always much bigger and better than you, and shared by all. It is the Eternal Life of Christ’ “.

  26. Dougon 01 Feb 2010 at 7:36 pm link comment

    It is so hard to express the feeling between the moments, and most find you insane when you try. Its like the ability to not just feel the warmth of the sun, but to know the darkness of the shadow it makes, and to touch both with the same love.

    Thank you Audrey,
    love Doug

  27. Dougon 01 Feb 2010 at 8:26 pm link comment

    How can i tell you so that you will understand the truth that Jesus wanted you to hear? It almost seems that every man since the day he died on that cross wants you to live by the laws that God wanted for man, but knew you wouldn’t and couldnt live by them, but he loved you so much he gave his son so that you could feel his love.
    Can you imagine a world that started two thousand years ago with every man woman and child knowing that they were unconditionally, limitless, and equally loved by God regardless of there actions? How many religions would we need? Who would want to kill anyone in the name of God? How much shame guilt fear would have never been felt?
    I dont know why Mathew Mark Luke or Paul didnt make it more clear, but i dont know much about the bible,so maybe they did, but i know i love a God that loves me.
    Love always

  28. Dougon 01 Feb 2010 at 9:06 pm link comment

    yah know Mat paulie lukster johnnie, and some of the others were just men, just like me, and they were writing there crap to everybody,just like me, and everybody was hearing it the way they wanted to hear it. So how much of the bible should i hear beyond the truth that God gave his son so that all of us can feel his love?
    One of the first things i realized when i started this journey was how many different ways the word of God was interpreted, and i knew that either he was a God of love or a God of fear, and i knew that any God of fear was a God that man needed to make him self righteous in his deeds, and i would fear any man that felt that God, or i would love any man that didnt.
    Once i steped beyond the question of whether there was a God of fear or a God of love i knew that my journey would never end, and i knew that every time i heard someone tell me they were a God fearing man they were telling me they were a man in fear of God, and a man i should fear.
    love always

  29. Dougon 01 Feb 2010 at 9:39 pm link comment

    You guys know how much i love my Audrey, but if you want to buck me up it wont be by the ones that feel a higher love because i already feel it with you, it will be by the ones that dont and want to, and deserve to. It will by the ones that see the suns shadowed strips on an oak tree in the dead of winter for the first time.
    It will be by the ones that hear for the first time..

    I am loved forever
    Love Doug

  30. Dougon 01 Feb 2010 at 10:00 pm link comment

    Mc says: The distance between the moon and me is immeasurable. The distance between me and the reason of man is unachievable, but the distance between the sweet taste of cream on my whiskers, and the taint taste of my ass is felt in a moment.

    I swear to God I’m buying an alligator tomorrow i got to have another pet.
    Dam cat

  31. Dougon 01 Feb 2010 at 10:18 pm link comment

    The distance from here to the sun is unachievable, the distance from here to the end of the universe is beyond mans reason, but the distance between the sweet taste of Gods love, and all of that, is in the moment you walk with the son.

    Love always

  32. Dougon 01 Feb 2010 at 10:42 pm link comment

    My last thought tonight will be on manipulation of love and kindness.
    Most of us want to think our acts of love or kindness are acknowledged by either man or God, but my belief is that if you expect anything for your acts of love or kindness then your actions were an attempt to manipulate those you offered it to.
    On any Sunday morning you can turn to any TV station and there will be someone telling you that if you send money to there church you will be blessed a 100 fold, but it is my feeling that if you are charitable to there organization so that you will be rewarded then you are just a manipulator of the promise of of personal gain.
    True acts of love and kindness ask for nothing, expect nothing, and anything more is just manipulation of the ones it was offered to.

    love and goodnight friends

  33. Dougon 03 Feb 2010 at 9:52 pm link comment

    I am not going to give you biblical reasons tonight why marriage is good, not be cause i dont feel it is but because i am not able yet to tell you why. Part of the reason i cant tell you why is because man has made such a big deal out of it that i dont get all the need for it. I can tell you that i am so happy to be recognised as a man that’s locked my heart into another heart.
    If you look at the divorce rates in this country from the beginning of the last century you will see them climbing steadily until about 1980 then they start to fall until about 2004 and the divorce rates by women divorcing men surge.
    Statistically to look at divorce prior to the 20Th century is a waste of time because man decided its outcome, and only men decided to divorce. My curiosity about divorce goes beyond the relationships of man and woman in the year 2010 it leads me to the a time thousands of years ago and i wonder what did JESUS want us to feel. The only place i know to look for answers is in my heart.
    I married the prettiest girl in Gods universe, but she was never more pretty to me then when i held her sweaty body in my arms as we finished planting the garden. I married the strongest woman on earth, but she was never any stronger then the day we finish building a rock wall sixty feet long and 6 feet high and 3 feet thick. I married the most loving woman in the world, but she was never so loving till i watched her sleep beneath her babies cribs till she new they were safe. I married the kindest woman in this world, but i didnt know how kind tell she told me i was kind.
    I cant give you a biblical reason why marriage is good, but i can tell u that it is good when you feel the heart of the one that feels your heart, and it will never feel right till it is a heart that loves you unconditionally limitless and equal.
    I hate the fact that man has been taught by man that woman is less then them, and i understand that woman has said enough is enough, but i know that all well see with one eye.
    love Doug

  34. Dougon 03 Feb 2010 at 10:07 pm link comment

    MC SAYS: The tantalising breeze of of a spring storm, the tickling caress of johnson grass on my ears, or the warming sun on my belly cant wipe the beauty of Cluckies lips from my mind.

    Can you castrate a cat with a rubberband.. im gonna Google it!
    Dam cat

  35. Dougon 03 Feb 2010 at 10:15 pm link comment

    The storm that has been brewing is a tornado that will wrap man and woman together in a blend that is made by God and will be felt like one hand touching the other.
    love Doug

  36. Dougon 03 Feb 2010 at 10:29 pm link comment

    I am not sure if I am right about this, but it is what i believe. My dad, and his two brother were made good men by seeing love through there woman…Just saying.
    love always

  37. Dougon 03 Feb 2010 at 10:37 pm link comment

    I think what i am saying to the woman here is to demand what you need, but be tolerant of what you dont have, and maybe you will have not just what you want, but he will have what he cant know he deserves to.

    Dam men

  38. Dougon 03 Feb 2010 at 11:14 pm link comment

    The biggest problem with men and religion is that man has interpreted the bible for them, and that religious crap has spilled over to every aspect of this world.
    WOMEN HAVE SAT FOR YEARS and been told that they are loved by God but to be silent, TOLD they are loved, but not as much as there man.
    Man will tell you that you were created second to him, and are cursed because of Eve’s sin, you should submit to him, and be subordinate to him.
    THE GOD I KNOW, has no gender, and loves us all the same in his image, he sent a son to save us, but I think if he had it to do over he would have sent a daughter.
    Love Doug

  39. Dougon 05 Feb 2010 at 9:03 pm link comment

    There is something pretty cool about tonight. We had kind of a small snow storm, and it took my lights out. I have lived 60 years surviving this stuff, but tonight i didnt have my buddy with me to help me. So the first thing i did was spill lantern fuel all over the counter of my kitchen, then i found 6 candles and couldnt find a match cause my lighter was in the dark, I finally said f/ it and went out to my car, and decided to leave one of my BGs a text only to have my battery go dead in the middle of it.
    The cool part of tonight is that i had a son try and save me from what i was already save from.
    I love my son
    Doug

  40. Dougon 05 Feb 2010 at 9:31 pm link comment

    The thoughts i have tonight are differant from some i have had b/ 4 they are of the thoughts.. babies have.
    THEY MAY BE THOUGHTS ILL KEEP.

  41. Dougon 05 Feb 2010 at 10:15 pm link comment

    what part of gods love do you live by… his laws,, or his image. DO YOU MEET HIS LAWS, are u worthy for heaven by his laws, can you touch his heart by obeying all his laws, or will you fail? wHAT SCRIPTURE takes you to HELL, WHAT LAW, DO YOU THINK YOU need to fulfill, what prophecy do you think stand between you and heaven. Why are you sent to hell.

    YOU ARE NOT!
    You are loved unconditionally, limitless, and equal.
    love always

  42. Dougon 05 Feb 2010 at 10:35 pm link comment

    Why should i wain in my want, why should i whimper in my weary, why should i wounder in my wilderness for you?

    Doug

  43. Dougon 05 Feb 2010 at 11:31 pm link comment

    Its not easy being me, im the guy that walked out the back door to fight a black guy with ten of his buddies cause he touched my woman’s boob, I’m the guy that pulled my car into a parking lot to fight a guy because i gave him the finger, because someone said they were bored. I’m the guy that stood in the middle of a dirt floor bar in Ga and told them that they were a bunch of rednecks. I am the guy that made 10 freshmen walk around the track in ten inches of snow without coats, but im also the guy that carried a hurt black man to his bed when most would tell me not to, and im the guy that has wanted to feel that love from that day.`
    I have danced all the dances of man, and i have romanced all the beauty of woman, but as i dance my last dance, i only have one message.
    You are loved regardless of what you think or have been told.
    and ill walk out the backdoor with you.
    Doug

  44. Dougon 05 Feb 2010 at 11:46 pm link comment

    mc say: a master that whimper like a willow in the wind, a master that whines like the trails of a mountain, a master that cries like rivers from heaven is to weak to love.

    yah gotta love the truth..

    Dam cat

  45. Dougon 06 Feb 2010 at 12:04 am link comment

    how can i live with a cat that feels that about me?…
    DOUG

  46. Dougon 06 Feb 2010 at 12:17 am link comment

    how many reasons do you need to feel loved? Do you need a a boyfriend to tell you, a girlfriend, do you need another preacher, priest, or maybe one more sermon, or maybe u just need to know you are.
    love always

  47. Dougon 06 Feb 2010 at 12:22 am link comment

    My cat dont understand that my whine and whimper is for you.
    DOUG

  48. Dougon 06 Feb 2010 at 12:27 am link comment

    Do you?

  49. Dougon 06 Feb 2010 at 12:45 am link comment

    How much can i dance for you? when will you dance with me? Am i just crazy?..do you laugh at me,, do you cry with me.. it dont matter.
    love

  50. Dougon 06 Feb 2010 at 1:03 am link comment

    I can dance with the moon
    I can cry with the sun
    I can wonder with the stars
    or i can walk with God..
    love

  51. Dougon 06 Feb 2010 at 1:26 am link comment

    What part of the last thing i said do you think i will would remember?
    love always

  52. Nancyon 06 Feb 2010 at 8:39 am link comment

    This is my first snow storm without my bestfriend holding me, keeping me safe and warm. I knew it was coming and that there would be nothing I could do to stop the pain. I stayed at work as long as I could trying not to experience it any sooner than I had to but finally I hit the road. Cliff was like a little kid when the snow would hit and I could not keep him out of it. It is a precious memory. I know I don’t walk this journey alone, that my whole family is walking it with me along with all of my precious friends and of course God.
    There are plenty of first yet to come and I will keep fighting the head and heart war but I just felt like sharing my pain with all of you.
    Cliff said over and over again that this process is perfect and we have no reason to fear. It isn’t fear that I have in this part of my journey! This part is just pain of a physical sight and touch and sound. I know there are many more first yet to come. I believe I am ready but you really never know. I also know that my journey has been incredible compared to so many others and that at any given moment it could change again for better or worse.
    I am so thankful for all of my memories good or bad. I am thankful for this pain because it is about someone who loved me the way I know God loves me.
    MY hope is that I will be there for someone who will need what I have needed through this part of my journey. I have experienced an incredible love and that is what I hope to give.
    LOVE NEVER FAILS NOR DOES IT LEAVE!!!!!!!!

    I will always love you Cliff Hazelbaker and that I am sure of!

  53. Dougon 06 Feb 2010 at 9:26 am link comment

    As you weather this storm Sis and many others, the warm light of his love is with you, and you will never be alone.
    Love Doug

  54. Connie Lardon 07 Feb 2010 at 4:35 pm link comment

    Hi Nancy! I still miss my dad when it snows. He delighted in it so much, as it reminded him of home – up there where you guys live. I know my missing Dad is not the same as you missing Cliff, but I just wanted you to know I hear you and that you are in my heart and prayers.

  55. Dougon 07 Feb 2010 at 11:04 pm link comment

    Devastation, is an aspect of life that we want to feel is an emotion of man, but it is a truth of nature.
    As the ice bruise the trees we see its beauty in it glisten sparkle, as the lighting cleanse the undergrowth of the Forest we see the glow, but we dont uderstand the devestation because we dont understand God.
    love DOUG

  56. Dougon 07 Feb 2010 at 11:24 pm link comment

    The beauty of man didn’t start with the nature of earth, it began with the thought of God, and it will end with your last thought.
    There is a part of me that thinks just as he prunes the trees with ice storms he pruners man.
    WHAT PART OF DEVESTATION do you feel God in? lol
    I feel him in all of it.
    love

  57. Dougon 07 Feb 2010 at 11:33 pm link comment

    MC SAYS: The truth of love is known between the scratch and the bite.

    i love that cat
    Dam cat

  58. Dougon 07 Feb 2010 at 11:37 pm link comment

    The truth of love is felt with a whisper, and heard in a heartbeat.
    love Doug

  59. Dougon 07 Feb 2010 at 11:44 pm link comment

    why do i live; …why do u.. just to die,,,?
    love..

  60. Dougon 07 Feb 2010 at 11:55 pm link comment

    crazy dance unless you are huged in love..and im on the top of an ice storm and and held by lighting in the earthquake of a volcano.
    love always

  61. Dougon 08 Feb 2010 at 12:01 am link comment

    TELL ME connie, WHY i shouldnt love GOD the way i do?

  62. Dougon 08 Feb 2010 at 12:12 am link comment

    Is it the shadow
    that touches me
    Is the darkness i feel
    is it fog i walk in
    Is it the blur i i live by
    or the light i felt

  63. Dougon 08 Feb 2010 at 12:24 am link comment

    mc says,,, my masters poem are words of love only felt by the hearts of Gods creations,

    I LOVE THAT CAT, but im gonna shoot him in the morning…
    Dam cat

  64. Dougon 08 Feb 2010 at 12:50 am link comment

    COULD U SHOOT A CAT TO SURVIE..?? aWH if u said no, ur a liar, because man is survivors, and if i said yes then you dont love all that God dose and your going to hell, but if you said well only if he was a muslim then everyone is ok.
    DAM CAT

  65. Dougon 08 Feb 2010 at 12:58 am link comment

    The touch between my thoughts and my words are always lost, but my truth is always felt.
    love Doug

  66. Dougon 08 Feb 2010 at 1:17 am link comment

    my last thought will be for my girls. As you try and decided about how to feel love, be loved, know love, give love, share love…………… None of that will happen till you are touched by the love of your own heart for yourself, and then you wont need any other love.
    crazy huh

  67. Dougon 08 Feb 2010 at 1:21 am link comment

    my last thought will be for my girls. As you try and decided about how to feel love, be loved, know love, give love, share love…………… None of that will happen till you are touched by the love of your own heart for yourself, and then you wont need any other love.
    crazy huh
    love always

  68. Dougon 08 Feb 2010 at 1:24 am link comment

    my last thought will be for my girls… love

  69. Connie Lardon 08 Feb 2010 at 4:17 pm link comment

    TELL ME connie, WHY i shouldnt love GOD the way i do?

    I wouldn’t try to tell anyone how they “should” love God. If I’ve ever given the impression that I would, I apologize from the bottom of my heart. I believe there are as many ways to love God as there are people in this world. My loving God may look different from someone else loving God, and may look different at this stage of my life than it did when I was just beginning the journey.

    Hey up there! We got 4 inches of snow here in northwest Alabama! It’s beautiful!

  70. Tobyon 14 Feb 2010 at 7:02 pm link comment

    Wow. And I should also add, WOW.

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