Love you Dad

Love you Dad

Mindy Apr 14th 2010 01:33 pm Contributors 14 Comments Trackback URI Comments RSS

14 Responses to “Love you Dad”

  1. Mindyon 14 Apr 2010 at 4:35 pm link comment

    He once said,
    “remember, you are being moved through the journey of
    life by a power you cannot see. Your destination is
    greatness beyond your comprehension. Your purpose
    must be your passion for life. And peace is your resting
    place at the end of the day.”

  2. Dougon 16 Apr 2010 at 6:25 pm link comment

    There are many truths I have learned not just about my self but about us in the past year. One of them is that we don’t know how to say goodbye, we will fight tooth and nail to never use that word when we really feel there is going to be a permant distance between what we love. We will pretend in our minds that we can always know what we once felt, and it is there as it was before, and we will cry in the truth of its absents. We will pretend that in our dreams we can hold what we once touched, and we will tremble in the night when we don’t feel it. We will pretend that the hand we once felt is as tight in our hand as it ever was, but we ache as the image of there face can’t be easily brought to our eyes.
    It is not by chance that our minds hate to say goodbye.

    It is Gods way of telling you to look deeper to a place you will never have to say goodbye. A place that your hand is still held, your love is still felt, and your vision is crystal clear of what you will never say goodbye to.
    I have seen death I have said goodbye as man dose and I have walked on in the mind of man and never looked back but a year ago a bony ass brother jack slapped me, and he wouldn’t let me say goodbye no matter how many times I tried, so I danced and danced until my heart was twisted and turned until I thought it would break completely into but it didn’t it waited till I understood, and I was able to say HELLO Cliffy. My dance is not done I think it may have just begun, but it doesn’t need to say goodbye.
    I started my journey telling you the story of some boys that where sassafras tree jumpers, and I will end it telling you that I am at the top of a sassafras tree ready to fly with the wings of love.

    Find the love in your heart, find the truth in your heart, and don’t look above it for anything you need, and most of all know that no matter what anyone has told you it is there for you to have no matter what you have done or ever will do.
    Love you all so much
    Doug

  3. Dougon 16 Apr 2010 at 8:11 pm link comment

    MC SAYS: Man walks towards the sun thinking he will find truth, but cat lays in it knowing it.
    If you use enough plaster of paris can you make a dog out of a cat?
    Dam cat

  4. Dougon 16 Apr 2010 at 8:15 pm link comment

    I wish i had an ANGIE POEM TONIGHT.

  5. Dougon 16 Apr 2010 at 8:24 pm link comment

    MC say, there is no pussy that can rhyme better then me.

    if you adorn a cat with a GPS coyote alerting necklace is that murder?
    Dam cat

  6. Dougon 16 Apr 2010 at 8:57 pm link comment

    tumbled tilt of erratic souls
    warmed wonder of little boys
    as stained grass fills there nose
    the season of tomorrow
    lost till it is told

    whithered wrinkles of truth found
    squeezed by hand of distrust
    released in the wind of its sound
    the season of tomorrow disgust
    found in today’s trust

    Doug

  7. Dougon 16 Apr 2010 at 9:16 pm link comment

    i wont quit sharing my words they will no longer dance here but they will go where others will probably hate them. I think i am ready to share a god of love.
    Doug

  8. Dougon 16 Apr 2010 at 9:23 pm link comment

    Bruce

    Cliff

    Geo

    Steve

    mindy
    THANKS GUYS

  9. Dougon 16 Apr 2010 at 11:12 pm link comment

    Into the light i have come from beneath your shadowed thumb, a dance i cried. Into the light i have come from beneath your body of truth, a dance i cried. Into your light I have come from the earth of your heart, a dance i cried. Into your light I have come, and i cry no more. I am your brother.
    hold my hand lishy
    Doug

  10. SteveWon 18 Apr 2010 at 9:21 am link comment

    That’s a great picture of a very special person. Miss him. Keep sharing Doug…..and MC. :)

  11. Dougon 18 Apr 2010 at 7:58 pm link comment

    Why should i share anymore Steve? I have all i need. no one seems to need more then they already have. I walked a path i didnt want to, and i felt what you seem to believe you know, so what can i share?
    I began my life of love by scaring the hell out of the woman that stayed with me for forty years after, and she was the only human i let touch the depth of my heart till this past year, and i gave all of me to all of you. I took all of you down willow grove road and i turned the lights off like i did with Cindy but unlike her you didnt kiss me.
    As I danced my journey Steve i realized there was nothing in my mind to say, it was only in my heart, and it scared some, but none kissed me, and i felt alone.
    i didnt know your God, or his words, but i found his love, and my date is over , i turned the lights on for you the best i could and slowed for for the curves of your fears, but unless i can feel the kiss of other hearts then it is time for me to dance in the braveheart i have always known .

    There is a floodgate of love in me, and my foot is on the door.
    Doug

  12. Lisa Perryon 19 Apr 2010 at 2:32 pm link comment

    Doug, I, for one, have very much enjoyed your sharing and you have touched my heart and hope you can feel the kiss of this southern heart coming your way! I respect your choice but I do want you to know there are some of us out here that have learned from your words and also just enjoyed very much all that you have shared and really hope you do choose to continue.

    Also, hope you and Cindy have an awesome anniversary!!

  13. Mindyon 20 Apr 2010 at 1:51 pm link comment

    This site has been one of the greatest gifts that I will always treasure. I love you all so much and you have meant the world to me and my family. You have been there for us when we needed you the most and I can’t put into words how connected to love that made us. My Father had an incredible message and Boldgrace was such a beautiful outlet. I know that he and everyone else here at Boldgrace touched the hearts of so many and I am so proud.
    I don’t want to say goodbye so I will just say see you later, but I need to go for now. This has been a wild and wonderful journey that has taught me so much and I am blessed :)
    George, Steve, and Bruce…Thank you. You encouraged and never discouraged people with their words…their truths. I love you and your message and will always stay in touch.
    I love you all. I sincerely Thank you.

    I am on facebook under Mindy Hazelbaker Hill.

  14. Tammyon 02 Sep 2010 at 9:42 am link comment

    This was one of Dad’s favorite songs!

    “Time to Say Goodbye”

    When I’m alone I dream of the horizon and words fail me.
    There is no light in a room where there is no sun
    and there is no sun if you’re not here with me, with me.
    From every window unfurls my heart the heart that you have won.
    Into me you’ve poured the light,
    the light that you found by the side of the road.

    Time to say goodbye.
    Places that I’ve never seen or experienced with you.
    Now I shall, I’ll sail with you upon ships across the seas,
    seas that exist no more,
    it’s time to say goodbye.

    Andrea Bocelli
    When you’re far away I dream of the horizon and words fail me.
    And of course I know that you’re with me, with me.
    You, my moon, you are with me.
    My sun, you’re here with me with me, with me, with me.

    Time to say goodbye.
    Places that I’ve never seen or experienced with you.
    Now I shall, I’ll sail with you upon ships across the seas,
    seas that exist no more,

    Both
    I’ll revive them with you.
    I’ll go with you upon ships across the seas,
    seas that exist no more,
    I’ll revive them with you.
    I’ll go with you.

    You and me.

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